Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Its been awhile

So I know its been like eight months maybe more since I have posted, but honestly I like reading about your lives way more then writing about mine. But to catch you up Chris and I moved back to Rexburg we bought a townhouse at Parkside and we are loving it. Its nice to have a home of your own that you can decorate and paint whatever your heart desires. I know its terrible to say right now but Im so excited to get my Christmas decorations out and go crazy but I promise Im staying strong and only fall and Halloween decor is out. I am back working for my uncle at the dental office of Toenjes,Brizzee, and Orme and Im loving being back. Chris is working at American Family Insurance in Idaho Falls and going to school at ISU. We got pregnant with baby number one in july and in my 13th week lost the baby. and with all that going on Im doing good. I struggled at first it took us nine months to get pregnant with that baby and to loose it was hard but with the wonderful love of my husband, family, friends and the rock of me my Heavenly Father Im going on day by day with my head held high enjoying the moments, the days and going on with faith. We got the ultra sound at nine weeks and saw the heartbeat and it was 193 beats per minute. I think that little spirit was so excited to recieve his body knowing thats all he needed and I was grateful enough to be able to share that moment with it. The doctor said that the baby must of died right after that visit and I carried that baby four weeks after until I finally miscarried. Im feeling a lot better and thank all the comforting words, treats and hugs. I am going on looking forward enjoying each day because I have a fabulous marriage, awesome family and friends, and really your day just is better when you smile.